When words fail, music speaks.

All right now, this is my translation of this assignment from my Finnish blog that I did for my Finnish course. This time I actually put effort into making this one, so I thought that maybe I should re-write it in English and put it here too.

So the idea is that I picked some emotions and then I chose the first song that came to my mind and linked it there. Then I wrote something about the emotion in general and then what it means to me.

I know, it might sound kind of lame, but it was a big hit among the other course members. So here it is.

LOVE

What is love – Haddaway

This feeling is kind of current for me, because I have been dating my boyfriend for about a month and a half. I know it isn’t a very long time and surely it isn’t enough to fall in love with someone. Or then on the other hand it could be, if you believe in such thing as love at first sight. Oh well, as a feeling love is a very strong. There are clear body reactions like: pulse rises, some get butterflies in their stomachs and the concentration focuses only on the one person that you feel weird hanging around. But this kind of feeling is the kind feeling you feel when you fall in love with someone, with someone you want to spend the rest of your life and with who you want to build a family.

In general I would describe love in a way that you care about someone else more than about yourself. You would be ready to do anything for that one person, be there for them even in the middle of the night and if you want to be really extreme, you could be ready to take a bullet for them or something. There are many different kinds of love. Surely you feel differently towards your siblings, parent, friends or boy-/girlfriend.

That’s the beauty of it, it comes in many forms and it’s capable of change.

JOY

Caramel – Caramelldansen

Obviously joy is a very positive feeling. Usually people associate it with laughter, smiling and all in all a happy being. For the feeling of joy there are many different reasons. For me such reasons are friends, family, success at school, good news, nice surprises, parties etc. Of course it’s very personal thing of what you become happy for and of what not.

I think I’m a very happy person, I laugh a lot and after I get over my coma in the mornings, I am a very social and cheerful being. Nevertheless all of us have bad days and days when we’re depressed, but hopefully they don’t last long.

SORROW

Nickelback – Far away

Before it was joy, so logically the next one is sorrow, like a complete set. You can actually think of sorrow as the opposite of joy. When you’re sad, you cry, you don’t feel like doing anything, you’d like to be left alone and life is gray and well, sad. But sadness is also necessary in life, sometimes you just have to come down from your castle of clouds and return to the earth to face the hard reality. Also, as in every situation and feeling, there are many possible reasons for it, for example someone close to you has died, you did badly in some test, nasty surprises, accidents, family, friends etc. Almost everything is two-way, depending on how the person in question interprets the situation.

I am one of those people who are easy to cheer up if you know how. But also, it’s in my character to worry about things way too much and sometimes they make me sad.

ANGER

I don’t care – Apocalyptica

Hmph, this is a very strong, aggressive feeling. When you’re angry (or drunk) you usually do something stupid that you’re going to regret afterwards. When you get angry, you really don’t think about anything else but the reason why you’re mad. You don’t think straight and that’s usually when you open your big mouth and say something nasty that you know will hurt the other one. Of course there are different levels and strengths in anger that change from mild irritation to uncontrollable rage. Anger is also connected to many other feelings, for example jealousy and envy.

FEAR

The psycho

(This music actually scares the shit out of me)

This is also a very strong feeling, but this time it’s less easy to control. There are all sorts of different kind of thing that people are afraid of, for some they might be just normal every day things and for some others they can launch horrible anxiety attacks and strong heart beating and palm sweating. Fear can be directed to animals, spaces, peoples or in general situations. Usually fear is related to reactions where you either run or attack. This is caused by the hormones. Fear can also be rational or irrational and the strength of it changes. Some people actually enjoy the feeling of fear and get themselves into situations where you experience fear or excitement.

 I don’t particularly care for fear, especially when I am alone in the dark. For example horror movies are kind of fun when you’re with a lot of people, but when you’re alone in your home and you’re supposed to watch a horror movie, no way.

So there it is, it’s not as good as I though, because I really am bad at translating, but it will do.

Oh, and I don’t remember did I already talk about this idea, but I’m thinking about making this sort of a diary for the things I am grateful for and then I also thought about making anti- things I am thankful for-diary or something about the things that annoy me or something. So I will let you know how that works out.

See ya around.



I FOUND A TEST. YAY!

I am just going to fill it and do nothing else.

Quess where I found it from?

Oh yeah, I got my exams back, I did pretty well, if you don't count the 8 from math.. But nevertheless, I am pretty pleased.

And oh yeah, I went today to my boyfriends house to meet his parents. It was pretty awesome, the mom was very friendly and talkative and the father doesn't really speak finnish since he is from Germany so yeah, didn't talk with him so much. But they invited me to come over again so I think they liked me. Yay.

Well now, enjoy!

1) Are you really ready for 111 questions? - I wouldn't have started it if I wasn't ready.

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? - Um, well the previous one was, so yes. But the current one is okay <3

3) Do you miss your last relationship? - Oh noes, the guy was a jerk, maybe I had some kind of mental illness at the time, why else would I have  dated him.

4) Who did you last say "I love you" to? - To one of my friends (:

5) Do you regret it? - Regret what?

6) Have you ever been depressed? - I think that everyone has, so yea.

7) Are you a boy or girl? - A girl, unfortunately.

8) Are you insecure? - Pretty much all the time.
9) What is your relationship status? - Happily in a relationship (:

10) How do you want to die? - No idea, I don't really think about that yet. Maybe some really awesome way?

11) What did you last eat? - Pasta and minced meat sauce at my boyfriends house (:

12) Played any sports? - I walked? Does that cound? And threw some snowballs.
13) Do you bite your nails ? - No, not anymore. Well, maybe when I am nervous?

14) Are you gay/lesbian/bisexual/pansexual? - I consider myself as bisexual.

15) Do you have an attitude? - A bad one according to my parents.
16) Do you like someone? - I like many people.
17) What is your real name? - Jesus.
18) Ever smoke or drank? - Done both.
19) Are you gonna get high later? - Let's see if I have the time. Noup, I'll never have time for that.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment? - I don't know, I might?
21) Do you miss someone? - My boyfriend and some other people :( Like the friend who I stole this from.
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? - Neither, I just eat it like that.
23) Do you tan a lot? - No.
24) Have any pets? - This is so old but my little sister?
25) How exactly are you feeling? - I'm allright right now, just don't have the energy to do my homework.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? - Yeeah?
27) Ever made out in the bathroom? - Um, not yet :DD
28) Would you take any of your exes back? - Uh.. Maybe?
29) Are you scared of spiders? - The ones with the really long legs, they creep me out!
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? - I could, because it's awesome!
31) Do you regret anything from your past? - I quess something that I shouldn't have said or done.
32) What are your plans for this weekend? - My friends birthday! And work and then I am going to the movies to see the new Twilight!
33) Do you want to have kids? - At some point, yeah.
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? - Yeeah.
35) Do you type fast? - Sure?
36) Do you have piercings? How many? - In my ears, 2 at the moment, going to get some more (;
37) Want any more? YEAH! I'd like a tongue piercing and and and a bridge and a septum and almost evert piercing!
38) Can you spell well? - Probably not.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past? - Yeah I do-
40) What are you craving right now? - Some awesome pizza from The Napoli!
41) Ever been to a bonfire party ? - Uh, not really?
43) Have you ever been on a horse? - Yeah, 4 times and I'm never going to get back on, hrr.
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? - What, no?
45) Have you ever broken someone's heart? - Might have, I dunno.
46) Have you ever been cheated on? - Yeah D:
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? - Not that I remeber.
48) Are you thinking of someone right now? - Well, yeah actually.
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? - Why not? Sure.
50) What should you be doing? - Maybe my homework?
51) What's irritating you right now? - My sticthes are tearing. It hurts.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? - Yeah :/
53) Does somebody love you? - My friends and family at least, not sure still does my boyfriend love me yet, but we're getting there (:
54) What is your favorite colour? - Red-white-black
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? - Done that.
56) Milk chocolate or white chocolate? - Both, I don't really mind either one, they're equally good.
57) Do you have trust issues? - Well, depends on the person I'm supposed to trust.
58) Mom's name? - Rea.
59) Dad's name? - Timo.
60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents? - A better one with my dad, but I quess a good one with my mom too.
61) Longest relationship? - 2 months ? But I'm about to brake the record<3
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? - Probably not, he doesn't even talk to me.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? - Topias.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily? - Pretty much yea, sometimes without a reason because I'm that stupid.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? - Might be, on some situations yes.
66) Is this year the best year of your life? - Actually it might be ;O
67) What was your child hood nickname? - Like at home or..? Well at school I was Hipa and at home I was Tiku, Rontti or Plussapallo.
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? - At my own yard yeah? But there's like no neighbours.
69) Favorite food? - Tortillas. Or something.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? - I don't know D: Maybe? I don't really care.
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? - Texted some pervy stuff with my sweetie (; <3
72) Did you have a dream last night? - Can't remember ;O
73) What is bothering you? - Still my tooth. Or the hole where my tooth used to be </3
74) Have you ever been out of state? - I have.
75) Do you play the Wii? - Sometimes yeah, but there aren't really good games for it.
76) Are you listening to music right now? - No, I'm at school.
77) Do you like Chinese food? - I don't know, never tried.
78) Do you know your fathers b- day? - Yeah, it's in May?
79) Are you afraid of the dark? - Sometimes.
80) Is cheating ever okay? - Not really.
81) Are you mean? - I can be.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean? - No one can.
83) How many people have you fist fought? - One?
84) Do you believe in true love? - Not really.
85) Favorite weather? - Rain is cool or when it snows.
86) Do you like the snow? - Yeah, it's nice. I don't like the cold though.
87) Does it snow a lot where you live? - I live in Finland, so duhh.
88) Do you like the outside? - Depends on the weather and the company, but yeah.
89) Are you currently bored? - Not really.
90) Do you wanna get married? - Yeah, at some point in the future.
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? - Dunno?
92) Are you hungry? - Yeah, because my dad ate my breakfast.
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? - Yeah, yesterday XD
94) What makes you happy? - I quess my boyfriend and my friends.
95) Would you change your name? - Maybe not. Last name yeah.
96) Ever been to Alaska? - Noup.
97) Ever been to Hawaii? - Noup.
98) Do you watch the news? - No.
99) What' s your zodiac sign? - Capricorn.
100) Do you like Subway? - It's good.
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? - No, just kissed him again.
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? - Politely say no? It really doesn't matter, but I'm happily in a relationship right now.
03) Do you talk like your friends? - Yeah.
104) Why did you decide to do this quiz? - For kicks.
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? - Yeah?
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? - Sure.
107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? - Topias, he's sitting next to me.
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? - I don't know, it would bother me, but I could live with it.
109) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with? - Jatta.
110) Favourite lyrics right now? - I dunno D:
111) Can you count to one million?- Sure, but I won't.

It's been a while.

Cheers!

I haven't updated for a while and there really is no reason for it, except the lack of inspiration and enthusiasm to write. So much has happened to me during these past weeks, so I thought that maybe I should tell you about it. Well, a part of it at least.
I am such a boring person, it has been like over a month since I've written anything. I should really get a hold of myself and just write something.
Allright, first of all, I'd like everyone to know that I'm dating, have been like a month allready. And that's one of the reasons why I haven't updated, I've been too busy hanging out with him. Also I've been to the drivers school or what ever and I had the exam week which just ended.
I know, I know, all of those are excuses, but so what, it's my life, I can do what ever I want with it.

Actually I still have no clue what to write about. I suck. Well, I was thinking about starting this kind of a diary on the 1st of December. It's like a diary for the things I am thankful for. It's a pretty good idea, I got it from one of my teachers at school.
So that's the next thing. And then I was wondering should I write everyday like something here or should I just upload the thing when it's finished?

I dunno.

Well, that's that and what else.
I could fill some stupid test a put it here for your pleasure.
Yeah, I'll do that.
If I find something like that.
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Found it.
Actually not.
And I don't feel like starting to translate anything from Finnish to English. So nothing this time, sorry my two readers.
Should I upload something I've drawn?

 Here is Altaïr, the character from Assassin's Creed. Love him. I drew him for my friend and it's from model, but yeah. There's also a pic of the drawing when it's about half finished.
I am supposed to draw a new one, this time by only me, but we'll see how that works out. I have actually a picture of it in my mind, I know what kind of it will become but that's in theory, I don't know will it work out the same way on the paper.

I promise, next time I'll write something good!

I just realised that I can put a title here!

Cheers.

Hehe. So, it’s Friday, and as boring as I am, I’m sitting at home. I was supposed to meet this really cool guy (awesome, fun etc. who btw has a tongue piercing, which is WAY HOT, orgasmah) and grab a cup of coffee or something, but I can’t get a hold of him, so I guess that’s off. I’m still going to go to Tampere and buy this awesome shirt, that’s on sale only on saturday, yay.  And also an English book for a speaking course which I am very pumped up about! I also have to attend sometimes this debating club, which is taking place at my school, because I am having this art course at the same as the speaking course. It could be cool, the speaking course I mean, but I am the only regular student there, all the others are IB student. Fuck. Oh, well, maybe I’ll survive. And the art course is just like drawing but I still really wanted it.

Nothing much more new around here, I just thought about making a short random update about my oh so interesting life. I have nothing interesting to talk about right now; actually my life’s been pretty boring. The good thing is that my exam week is finally over, no more testes for a while and the autumn vacation is closing in! I am going to spend some quality time with my big sister in Espoo, and maybe visit some friends, I dunno. I am hoping to see at least Ninna, because she is so f*cking awesome, really, the others don’t matter so much to me, not at the moment, but who knows.

That’s pretty much it. OH YEAH! I am starting to take driving lessons after vacation, so be careful if you’re anywhere near Tampere. You have been warned. (I know everyone does this, warns about they being a bad driver and I don’t like doing stuff that others do, like breathing, but this time I just had to do it, sorry!)

Oh yeah, this is a sad thing. Yesterday this boy from my little sisters’ class got hit by a train. I mean, that’s the second time in a month that someone gets hit by a train here. There also was this guy who got hit by a truck. I didn’t personally know any of these guys, but it’s still sad. I can’t even begin to imagine the pain that some people are going trough right now. I sincerely am sorry for these things that happen.

So for that subject, I’d like to talk about death for a while. What is death actually? Are you dead if your brain is still working but you’re lying on a hospital bed? What is life? I think that’s the more important question. The meaning of life, the definition of life. That’s like the never ending circle; you can’t find the answer, because there isn’t one. Life means different things to different people. In different cultures, religions and just lives the word ‘life’ is a multi-sided word. But one thing is common, everyone has to die sometime. The sad thing is that some die earlier than others, even thought they would have deserved a long happy life. Okay, I don’t have energy to really get into this right now, maybe I’ll update something about it at some point, but this is at least something to think about.

But now, let’s spend a moment in silence for the memory of all those who have died all around the world at anytime, anywhere.

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No mean to be disgraceful or anything, but since dying is kind of a depressing thing to talk about, I’ll move on a happier topic, here’s a link to a song that I have been listening to all day. Hope you’ll like it! I think that the song is awesome, the lyrics are awesome and the video is also awesome. How great for me! Should I talk about the thoughts that this song makes me think? Maybe? Hmm, well it makes me feel relaxed and like ‘Let’s go! Let’s f*cking do this!’ feeling. The lyrics, there are no sense in them actually, but still I find some message in them. I dunno. Something really deep about life, about how it really is, not so glamorous that you see in the movies, just like hanging kind, like when you’re at some friends place and you’re really not doing anything, just being. Something like that.

THE LIMOUSINES - VERY BUSY PEOPLE

God, I really need to learn how to get the picture and all to see on this site. Oh, lookie, I did it! Yay! It's really small, but still!

Oh and I’d like to recommend this youtuber, Mitchell Davis, livelavalive. He has a few different channels, but I like his videos on each of them, they are quite entertaining. Here's the link. http://www.youtube.com/user/livelavalive

Oh and ps. I noticed that I use a lot of a word ‘okay’ so I am going to try to reduce it.
And ppss. I don't know how it's supposed to be done, but anyways. I so happy that I have two readers! If they read this, you guys are the best!
 Love ya.

See ya!

The things about senses

Cheers.

Yeah, it’s my exam week; I have had three tests, two Spanish and one French. I still have religion, psychology, math and finish. On the other hand I hate these weeks, my social life kind of dies, because I am so fucking conscientious that I have to read for every test as much as I can. So I really have no time for anything else. But luckily, there’s going to be a birthday party for my very cute nephew, who turns 3 years. He’s aunts’ love. But yeah, to the subject of the day.

So today, or tonight, I was thinking about talking about senses. That’s because just now I was reading for my psychology test that’s on Wednesday. There was a question concerning senses, it went something like “Which of your five sense would you give up?” I really have no answer to that question, maybe the smell, if it wouldn’t affect my taste. But my idea came from this and yeah, I thought that I could do a post about senses and what do I think about every sense. And maybe something special for you guys in the end. So okay, the first one, what should I choose? I’ll start with touch.

SENSE OF TOUCH

So, the best thing about touch is that you can feel things, duh. You can feel other people when they’re touching you. You know, I know nothing more relaxing than when someone massages you or pets you head or plays with your hair. I have this one friend who loves to mess with my hair, it’s pretty common among my other friends too, I guess it’s because I have so short hair, or so I have been told, but this one really loves it. She likes to play with it during classes and it always makes me sleepy so I sleep during some classes, usually Spanish, because she sits next to me. But yeah, that’s the best thing about touch. I also like when someone just holds me in their arms, or when I can hug someone. And of course, kissing and caressing feel also good, hehe. I know, I am pervert. And what if I couldn’t feel the rain on me? Oh man, I would be devastated. I love the rain. Or the sun. Oh damn, I would be lost without my sense of touch.

HEARING

Okay, the best thing about this is the music. Definitely. I love music, the instruments, the singing, and the voice, everything about it. And the lyrics, the meanings behind them. How some songs have deeper emotions and depths than others. Also, people’s voices are amazing; they can make you go through so many different emotions just by using their voice. Again, I had to think something pervy about that too. They can really make you feel things. The way someone speaks to you is really important and yeah, it’s kind of hard to explain, I’ll get back to that later. Oh yeah, and the laugh. I must say, the best thing you can hear is laugh, besides music. Sincere laugh, coming from your heart. I love people who laugh, I laugh much too. And children’s laugh is also one of the most amazing sounds in the world; it’s so pure and makes you feel good too.

SIGHT

Next, the sight. Oh the things we see. I really thought about this and it’s weird. I really can’t say that I’d enjoy seeing something; there are so much pain and sorrow in the world. But then I thought about how completely helpless I would be if I didn’t see anything. And the things I would miss. Someone’s smile, the nature, morning sun, evening sun, rainbows (thought they are not so special, but they’re kinda cool), wonderful drawings and art, my friends etc. I couldn’t read at least not regular books. I couldn’t see my favorite shows on TV. But then again, it would leave so much space for imagination. You could make up the whole world. That would be cool.

TASTE

 

I love food. What else is there to say? Even though I am pretty prejudiced and I wouldn’t want to taste anything weird. But sweet things, like chocolate and whipped cream, oh my. And cheese cakes and other foods. Just regular foods too, my dad makes the best food in the world, I don’t know how I am going to live on my own without them. Okay, this one was really short, but I really can’t think anything else. If you bite someone, do you taste him or her? I mean do they taste different if you lick or bite or in general taste them?

SENSE OF SMELL 

Okay, this is the one that I have the least to say about. Some smells smell really bad. I mean, if people are wearing too much perfume, it gives me a headache. Or if something smells bad, like garbage, Yuk. But there are good smells too, like some ones individual smell; some people have their own scents which smell so good. I think the smell has something to do with the mating and choosing a partner. Like the better someone smells to you, the better you guys would match. Or something. But yeah, some people smell delicious; there are places, like my granny’s home, where I like to spend time because it smells so good there. And hugging good smelling people is the best. And when their smell stays on your clothes, that is nice too, I like to nuzzle in other peoples clothes. Clean clothes, not those sweaty ones. People’s smells remind me of them more than any other stuff about them.

Okay, so here were the senses in my opinion. Nothing special, but I just thought that this would be nice. Okay, this time no extra, though I was supposed to write about the sixth sense, but oh well, no energy left. For the next time, I think I should upload the thing where I tell about myself.  Maybe, if I don’t get any master ideas in the mean time. And speaking about uploading, I have no idea how often I am going to post things, but I’ll try to do it once a week, maybe more often, it depends. So for now, I’ll leave for dinner. See ya later!

I am not wearing underpants.

Cheers.

It was night, just like any other night and everything was peaceful and quiet. My little sister was sleeping on the bed next to mine. I was staying awake, just looking at the ceiling and playing with some thoughts, when it hit me. I should start writing a blog.

Okay, so about this blog. The first name that I came up with was Tiia has no underpants. I liked it, it was my friends’ idea, but then I tried to do an abbreviation (I just checked that word up from a translator) and it turned out to be THNU. So, in order to be funny, I changed the name to The undead have no underpants so it would be TUHNU. You can’t get this one if you aren’t a finish person. But yeah, it means kind of a silent fart? I think. No idea where that came from. And about the lay out. I really feel bad, that I took someone else’s work, so I am GOING TO make one of my own at some point, now I am kind of busy with school.

And also, I decided to write this in English, because, well, I love the language and it is worldwide used, so I thought that maybe other people from around the world could understand it too. Oh who am I kidding, there may be no readers at all from anywhere, but I just want to write my thoughts down. I am sorry if there are mistakes, I am still working on that.

One of my friends writes a blog, he’s called Matias,(his blog --> http://rahkakiisselipiirakka.blogspot.com/) and I really like his style of writing, his posts about different stuff. Sometimes something serious, but also fun short stories about his life, top any-number-you-could-imagine lists about movies, books, directors etc. and just little posts and reviews about celebrities. Recently he has been doing video posts, which have been cool too. Reading his writings and being his friend has been really inspiring. But as I am, very lazy and kind of blind to the things around me (others than concerning me or my friends) it has always been a mystery to me how to write a blog.

I also have this other friend, Ninna, who is writing a blog too. It was just then when I started to read her blog (it is brand new, check it out! it's http://www.natealien.blogspot.com/), that I really wanted to try it out myself.

The other blogs that I read are listed on the side, give them a chance too! I hope that anyone won't mind me advertasing their blogs.

I think that it is pretty amazing to be able to write about important stuff and that people actually read them and the word gets spread out. Each post is kind of a work of art, someone has poured his or her soul into making it just the way they want it and about what they want. It’s truly enjoyable to read posts about their opinions on stuff, the stories that makes us laugh or cry, the little things that are going on their life etc.

I am not sure, even now, am I capable of writing a blog, I mean, can I write stuff that’s interesting and meaningful? Maybe I should just write for my own fun and see where it leads me? I know there are different kinds of blogs, but I really can’t decide just one way that I’d follow. Heck, I don’t even know where to start! But I guess it is okay, I mean you can’t know will something work if you don’t try. I’ve been trying to get that kind of attitude in my life, because I am shy and I almost always let opportunities slip by, because I don’t have enough courage to make the things I want happen.

Okay, so this is my first blog post. At first I just randomly wrote down things that popped in my mind, as you can see from the way I write. I just like threw up everything that was on my mind, blergh. I am sure that I’ll edit this when I get home on a proper computer. There’s a huge black spot on my laptops screen and it pisses me off because it means that it’s broken and I don’t even know how it got like that.

Okay, so this was my common opinion of blogs and things about my blog. I’ll update later with something about me. Hope you enjoy, see ya later!